What is your favorite Bible verse? I often shy away from answering this question. Not because I am ‘holier than thou,’ but for me personally, I have grown most in my relationship with Christ through examining verses that are not my favorite, nor are they attractive or famous. I believe that all scripture is God-breathed (2 Timothy 3:16) and we are called to engage in reading and understanding the Bible within the sphere of its intent as a whole.
One of my least favorite verses: Psalm 90:12
As a modern outdoorsman, many of us have been “lost” in the woods in some form or fashion [insert corny Sunday School lesson about how we have all been lost because we were all born lost…]. In reality, being lost in the woods today is nothing compared to getting lost during biblical times. Today, you have sweet gear, GPS, Siri, and I think old gas stations may even sell maps still. Truth be told, if lost today, one could walk in any direction and more than likely find a county road or highway and receive emergency care if necessary. However, in the days of Moses, getting lost could be a deathly mistake.
One of those verses that is not super attractive to most people is Psalm 90:12. In fact, many skim over it because it seems somewhat inconsequential when read alone. “Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.” I mean, it would make a cool wood-burned piece for your entry way, but not life changing alone. The simple message is, time matters. But the power in this verse, at least within my own walk attempting to glorify God, comes with the realization that the author was documenting his prayer to God. Not to say that this was some random author, it just so happens to come from the mouth of Moses who, at the time, was wandering in the desert until death.
How did Moses get there?
As documented in Numbers 14:20-30, the Israelites had sent messengers to explore the land of Canaan that God promised to deliver to his people, and they returned afraid and unwilling to take possession of the land. All except Caleb and Joshua who declared that “if the Lord is pleased with us, he will lead us into that land, a land flowing with milk and honey, and will give it to us” (Numbers 14:8 NIV). When I read this I like to pretend I share their faith but I often fall short in comparison. Due to the Israelites ignoring God’s promises to deliver this land, they decide to return to slavery in Egypt or, better yet, take their chances dying in the wilderness. Hearing this, the Lord was displeased and decides to make good on their wishes…
“I will do to you the very thing I heard you say: In this wilderness your bodies will fall… except Caleb… and Joshua…” (Numbers 14:28-30).
Which leads us back to one of the most impactful passages of Scripture, Psalm 90:12. Moses, a prophet of the living God, would be wandering in the wilderness until death because of the fear of the people of Israel. The God of Israel continues to reign sovereign today, however the revelation of himself is not the same since Christ’s atoning sacrifice on the cross. Before Christ, God revealed himself to the nation of Israel and led them through the use of prophets. This is why the entire people group that God liberated from slavery in Egypt was punished. As a nation, they went against the man of God, Moses, and decided to succumb to fear. This is why Moses shared in the punishment, God had not yet sent his Son to pay the price of our sins and God was choosing to deal with the Israelite nation as a whole. When God revealed himself in the form of man through sending “[Jesus Christ], who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God” (2 Corinthians 5:21), a direct relationship was now accessible between man and God. In that moment, the Holy Spirit was to dwell within the individual hearts of believers, rather than as a pillar of cloud and fire to a nation. Because this individual grace is available in Christ alone, Paul declares that our body is now the temple of the Lord (1 Corinthians 6:19). Once we understand that God made himself available to each of us individually, time becomes a pretty important aspect of our lives.
The Challenge of Psalm 90:12
As Moses was wandering in the desert, still honoring God, he prayed, “teach me to number my days.” While writing this article and studying this passage, I cannot help but think about how boring it is to wander aimlessly in the desert with the knowledge that this is where you will ultimately perish. I would have personally prayed something that strongly contrasted the prayer of Moses, “Lord please allow time to fly by so I can just die and be with you. I am sorry that the rest of the nation ignored me and questioned your power… can I come home yet?… Amen… talk to you soon… is it time yet?… p.s. could you invent the iPhone and wifi a little sooner than planned? Thanks, Brandon.”
As outdoorsman, we number the days of the season, we number the days of offseason, but I do not believe we emphasize the moments. Meaning is found in moments, not in millenniums. Time is one of the most precious commodities. It is arguably the most valuable non-renewable resource in existence. But when it is gone, it is gone. Regardless of time-zones and daylight savings, each individual is limited to 24 hours per day. There will only be 365 days a year, and each of us has an unknown amount of this resource in storage. The challenge is to approach each moment open to God using us to bring glory to him. Carpe Diem, Mesopotamian in origin by the author Horace, means “seize the day.” This anthem can be found today in tattoos, on coffee mugs, and all throughout the glorious mom blogs you wont admit you read occasionally just to see if you are parenting “right.” However, seize the day limits us to ignoring the future, and the term lacks any guidance from a sovereign God. It should not be our goal to seize the day, but be available for the moments. It is kind of like toilet paper, when the roll is full, it is safe to grab more than necessary to make sure the job is clean and complete. But when you're in a bind and there are three squares at best, plus whatever you can scrape off of that last piece that always sticks to the cardboard roll… heck if it gets real dicey you could use the cardboard (this is not a testimony, just a rabbit trail I seem to be unable to get away from)… all joking aside, time does play the role of toilet paper in that odd metaphor. There is a purpose for every person, and their time, occupying planet earth. We must decide if we will be strong and courageous like Joshua and Caleb or if we will wither in fear as the rest of the Israelites.
Document for your moments
One of the best ways to remember those moments in the field, or at home, is to document them. Our memory is momentary, so make it last. I am proud to team up with More Than A Calling and they have generously provided the perfect tool for this task. Head over to the store tab at morethanacalling.com and get your More Than A Calling Field Journal. This journal will allow you to document the moments in life that make an impact on your story. Maybe God reminds you of his glory in a sunset or in your child’s first steps. My challenge is that you would take time to write about it. This isn't a diary, it is a log of all that God has done in your life and is continuing to do. Do not miss out on this opportunity.
I encourage you to join me in this prayer:
“Teach me to number my days oh Lord, that I may make a difference in this world as you have called me to be set apart from society. Teach me to lead those that you choose to cross my path, and teach me to have a heart of joy as I trust in your plan. Just as Moses joyfully and earnestly followed you in the wilderness, I long to seek you in daily tasks. Allow me to bring glory to your name through the moments.”
See you in the blind.
- Brandon Trentham